Well, I’m going home this weekend mostly because I’ve lost a significant amount of morale over the past couple weeks. It’s been essentially university beating me over the head over and over. And it doesn’t seem to want to let up. So it’s time to take refuge for a little while. Don’t get me wrong, I’m going to working harder than I’ve ever worked to try and wrap my head around all the material we’ve been learning. Plus, I really need to improve my basic (relative) math skills. I mean if I forget a thing or two, that’d be normal, but there have been some serious issues with me lately. I feel like I’m actually incapable of picking stuff up. Maybe it’s just info overload or something, but it’s not doing anything nice for my morale. I would probably say it’s at an all time low right now. Much worse than after midterms last semester even. I can hardly wait til that rolls around this semester, which is really only another week and a bit away. Scary I know.
Let’s just say I’m having some serious issues in several of the classes and I’m not sure how much more of a beating my resolve can take. I’m going to have to do some serious thinking this weekend.
It’s serious. I kid you not. It’s not like me saying, “oooooohhhh I failed that test” in high school. This is serious stuff. I don’t know if you’ll believe me. Maybe I cried wolf one too many times already.